Post by Elentari on Jun 29, 2004 2:59:47 GMT -5
Nurumaiel's first post -
Strands of silver were beginning to mingle with the gold, and Cempa felt the age that was stealing fast upon him as he bent his back to inspect the ground. He had not expected to see any sprouts, and so he was not surprised now to see that there were none. It was not the first time this had happened, but it still pained him. He would not yet allow himself to realize that year after year his crops had been a failure, and would continue to be a failure year after year. Raising crops was the price he had to pay for being afraid of horses, and he failed at that as he had at everything else. He had even failed in getting the love of a young woman.
His eyes wandered to his pretty young wife. Nay, she was not young any longer, but even when she was withered as he was becoming he would still think of her as the bright, beautiful, laughing little thing that he had married. And he knew she did not love him. She married him and she lived with him; she cared for his children and his house, but she did not love him. She had married him because her parents had arranged it. He had been painfully happy and she had been painfully unhappy. If only he had known before they had been wed. He would have let her go for her own sake, though it would have broken his own heart.
"Well, Papa?"
Cempa turned to his eldest son and shook his head. "Nothing, son," he said. "Nothing." He laid a strong hand on his son's head and gazed sorrowfully into his eyes before turning away to muse. His family would not go hungry for once again their neighbors would help them through the difficult times that lay ahead, but they would realize the humilation of having to live on others' goods and they would see more and more that he, whether considered father or husband, was a failure. He loved his family more than anything else in the world; he loved his two sons and his youngest, his daughter, and he loved his wife passionately. His wife did not love him but she respected him, and his children loved him as their father. He would die before he would let anything happen to them.
He clenched his fist and scowled darkly at the ground that had refused to yield the rewards of his hard labors, and then spun on the heel of his heavy boot. His wife met his eyes with a look he could not fathom. She shared his disappointment but did not comfort him as a wife would for she did not love him. She would merely speak words of regret. Yet still, he would die before he would let anything happen to his family.
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Strands of silver were beginning to mingle with the gold, and Cempa felt the age that was stealing fast upon him as he bent his back to inspect the ground. He had not expected to see any sprouts, and so he was not surprised now to see that there were none. It was not the first time this had happened, but it still pained him. He would not yet allow himself to realize that year after year his crops had been a failure, and would continue to be a failure year after year. Raising crops was the price he had to pay for being afraid of horses, and he failed at that as he had at everything else. He had even failed in getting the love of a young woman.
His eyes wandered to his pretty young wife. Nay, she was not young any longer, but even when she was withered as he was becoming he would still think of her as the bright, beautiful, laughing little thing that he had married. And he knew she did not love him. She married him and she lived with him; she cared for his children and his house, but she did not love him. She had married him because her parents had arranged it. He had been painfully happy and she had been painfully unhappy. If only he had known before they had been wed. He would have let her go for her own sake, though it would have broken his own heart.
"Well, Papa?"
Cempa turned to his eldest son and shook his head. "Nothing, son," he said. "Nothing." He laid a strong hand on his son's head and gazed sorrowfully into his eyes before turning away to muse. His family would not go hungry for once again their neighbors would help them through the difficult times that lay ahead, but they would realize the humilation of having to live on others' goods and they would see more and more that he, whether considered father or husband, was a failure. He loved his family more than anything else in the world; he loved his two sons and his youngest, his daughter, and he loved his wife passionately. His wife did not love him but she respected him, and his children loved him as their father. He would die before he would let anything happen to them.
He clenched his fist and scowled darkly at the ground that had refused to yield the rewards of his hard labors, and then spun on the heel of his heavy boot. His wife met his eyes with a look he could not fathom. She shared his disappointment but did not comfort him as a wife would for she did not love him. She would merely speak words of regret. Yet still, he would die before he would let anything happen to his family.
The game is now open. Please check the discussion thread for plots and character information